AN UNFILTERED STORY

Happy Girlfriend's Day ❤️

to the most amazing & beautiful creature I know... ✨

BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE

You're not even my gf. 😭

Honestly, at this point I don't even know what we are to each other.

But still...

Happy Girlfriend's Day

to the most amazing & beautiful creature I know... after my dog though, cuz he's the most precious thing in my life. 🐶❤️

Idk why I'm even doing all this extra stuff either.

Maybe you're just someone I know... or maybe you actually mean a whole lot more to me than I let on.

I guess you'll figure that out by the end of this. 💀

SEPTEMBER 26

Ghosting 👻

👻

Tap the ghost. Obviously.

I still feel like I'm nowhere near where I want to be as a person.

It was the exact same back on 26th Sept. A few IG posts from your side made me feel like you already had someone in your life... and honestly, that's why I ghosted you!

Also... you know my number to send money, but you can't save it? Come on now! 😭

DECEMBER 28

28th Dec

Things Changed on the 28th

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Tap to open this letter.

My father messed things up...

I'm genuinely sorry for how all of that turned out.

JANUARY 5 → 11

5th Jan → 11th Jan

Catching Feelings

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Tap the heart. Three times.

I DMed you on 5th Jan... and when your mom came to our house, I tried to act indifferent at first. Ignored it like it didn't matter...

But I don't know what shifted on 11th Jan... it felt like a part of me was suddenly missing.

Felt physically sick that day on 11th.... Never felt anything like that before in my entire life.

UNSPOKEN THOUGHTS

What I Never Admitted

You probably thought I never cared, but I promise you I did yaar...

I checked all your IG stories secretly...

Even those 3-4 WhatsApp statuses...

Especially that last one—"That Cake thing" 😭

I know how awful it feels to be ignored, and now you're showing me how it feels... but maaf kardo na yaar...

I'm seriously suffering from Vitamin A Deficiency at this point. 💀

APRIL TO MAY

Unforgettable Memories

Tap to open the memory drawer ✨

Somewhere between April and May, knowingly or unknowingly, I made so many memories with you...

And I can't thank you enough for giving me hope.

Whether it was real or fake, it's still what keeps me going.

APRIL 21

21st April

Trying to Move On

“Bhebe bolchi” Tap the screen.

Man... 21st April hit really hard.

How could you just say "Bhebe bolchi"? 😭

I genuinely tried to move on that day. It felt like an actual heart attack...

Turns out... I couldn't move on even if I tried.

LOOKS & TRUTHS

You Said Looks Don't Matter

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Okay, fair enough.

Yeah I'm Black. 😭

And yeah, I used to have moles on my face.

But believe me, I got those moles removed from my face...

Just kept one as a souvenir. 💀

Btw, sorry for using your pic without permission. 😭
I promise I had a good reason... probably. 💀

THE DECISION

Do You Forgive Him?

tap tap for kuchu puchun 🥹

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REAL TALK

Honest Intentions

I'm not expecting you to suddenly read this and go,

“OMG yes, let's get married tomorrow.” 😭

Relax.

Real talk though... I know I'm not earning as much as I want right now. And yeah, I'm pretty much tied to working from home because my dog can't stay alone — which is also part of why I don't live in Bengaluru right now.

But don't get it twisted 😭 I'm NOT looking for someone to come take care of my dog or "save" me.

I'm actively working to elevate my work, my income, myself, and my whole life. I just want a relationship where both people mutually grow and elevate each other.

If there's still even a tiny bit of that old feeling somewhere...

I'd rather be honest about mine than keep pretending I don't care.

FINAL WORDS

Don't laugh 😭

Ab toh maaf kardo na yaar. 😭❤️

I know I've made mistakes, and I know I'm not where I want to be yet. But I'm genuinely trying every single day to elevate things in my life.

I'm not asking you to fix my life or save me — I just want someone who grows and elevates with me.

After knowing each other for 10+ months and surviving almost 6 months of this ghosting nonsense, I STILL ended up building an entire website for someone who technically isn't even my girlfriend. 😭💀

If you ever wondered whether I actually cared or if I was just pretending...

I did. I really do.

অনেক কিছু বলার ছিল… সব বলতে পারলাম না। যদি permission দাও, বলবো হয়তো কোনোদিন。

Okay bye. Before I embarrass myself even more. 😭